Tuesday, 29 May 2007
A leopard never changes its spots
Ya, Xin~~ You are so right about it.
I've to admit a leopard will never change its spots,
Even till today, when he and I are both single entities, with no relations at all, I'm still feeling the jealousy and possessiveness.
How can I ever promise I'll be a better person for him?
He said he was busy and there he went out with some other girls to celebrate his birthday.
He said he was outside studying and there I realise he brought a girl to see a doctor when she was down with flu.
Well, I trust him. He said they are just friends...and seriously I do trust him.
But I just don't feel right.
I mean it ain't suppose to feel right, unless I don't have any feelings anymore.
Anyway, he gave me his trust when we were together.
Shouldn't I trust him more especially now he is a single...
I am also free to flirt if I want, ain't I?
Like what he said, friends to him are now the most important part of his life.
Regardless if is a he or she.
He's right...
How many friends have been by my side and helping me for the past few months?
Ranging from Xi You Ji gang, ten sisters and to even those who have never met me for years:
Junyao
Wende
Kok lin
Angie
Liqi
Kem Guan
Jacelyn
Weihui
Weixin
Jiayan
Hanwen
Shuting
Phui san
Linda
Anna
Jinda
Jefferson
Jiahui
Yasin
etc etc.
Yes, I just couldn't let it go. I understand that I'm being too possessive. Let him be what he likes. Let him be with whom he likes. Give him the freedom he has longed...Afterall I've tied him for the past 7 years.
When he wants to settle down again...he will also have a clearer mind if he should come back for me or not. Like what Jinda said...Now is the time for him to have his fun.
Come on...Xueling...Where's the old you?
Do something that you haven't tried and wanted to for years.
Go out and have helluva fun.
And you shall realise why he ain't turning back for the moment.
P.S. Tagboard up finally.
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