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Sunday, 29 July 2007

精神饱满的一个星期

just came back from a cruise to Redang...

An energising trip before my school starts again!
Can't imagine I can just rot like this for 3 months and...

I still wish the holiday will never end!

Okay back to the cruise trip...

Set off on wednesday and came back on friday~
All I did on the ship was...eat and shit!
It's the truth...the most worthy thing about the cruise is definitely the food!
6 free meals for each person and $50 dining credit for each room~

hahaha and I said I was on a diet?

Here's the piccy!

I'm going on a cruise~

The cab is here...

At Harbourfront center~

Checking in...

On the ship~

Thursday~on our way to Redang...

Here we are~at Redang..

We left at around 5~6pm ...

Went back to the ship...and we ate and ate and ate again~
ahaha since it's the last night already...
of course it's logical that we used up our dining credit too...

Then went to support the SSV show band for the second night!
And I made a special dedication to my special one =)

Then...Friday...
We ate again! finished up our 6 free meals...
and then...

We went for the Jackpot Bingo...and we caught very funny video~ahahaha
I told them we shouldn't sit in the front row...
especially when we know there will be a special performance later...
my instinct was right hahaha

And Darling asks if that's my laughter...I think it is!! hahahaha
Ain't I sound sooooooooooo happy??? hahahaha

Okay that's about it!
A meaningful trip before my school starts =D

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Monday, 23 July 2007

How do I put it?

He says my photos with Xi You Ji Gang abit too intimate
and the photos somehow make him feel a little uncomfortable.

Yah...why do I always have to do the wrong things...

Honestly, I've got too many guy friends.
They have been with me through ups and downs.
Seen and heard me cry.
If not because of the traumatic 3 months that I've been through, I've never
thought I must cherish all these friends of mine, female or male.

On the other hand,
I wanted to tell him...
How I felt neglected when he walked off with a female friend while leaving me
walking behind them.
But I don't feel like saying because...
if I do say that...
aren't I sounding abit trying to balance and judge who's really right and who's really wrong?
it's like so calculative.

I do not deny that I actually felt inferior when I saw how this female friend (whom both me and Gerren first met on Jace's birthday) and Gerren could click, both so ang-moh speaking, so well only at the first meeting.
When I was walking behind with qi and des...I actually thought...
How compatible they both look.
I don't remember I am his girlfriend...seriously.

I wanted to tell Gerren how I feel...
But Jace told me..I have also neglected Gerren that day because I was busy discussing the mahjong session after the birthday bash.
In the end I've decided not to say anything.

I am not as good a gf myself...so who am I to complain anything to Gerren.
Especially when YX would rather look for new girls than coming back to salvage our r/s...
ain't it somehow hints that...
Xueling...you've got a problem.

Suddenly, I thought...
we aren't compatible and I have no confidence in myself as a girlfriend.
Suddenly, I thought...
Gerren should get an ang-moh speaking, quiet and demure kind of girlfriend.

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Saturday, 21 July 2007

I'm unhappy

Darling is just so insensitive har~~~

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Wednesday, 18 July 2007

Happy 1st month anniversary!

Woke up at 8am...
so that I can reach darling's place earlier~~~
But haha I just laze around till 8.30.
So in the end I reached changi at almost 10am.

Then...slack around...and

It's pressie time!

Aww...Darling actually made this powerpoint slide for me
But obviously I was too impatient! I want to see my pressie!

So I keep clicking the mouse.
The ppt's so sweet...I'll try to post it up someday har har =P

so...this is my pressie!

haha it's a makeover pooh bear! One and only specially designed by Gerren.
It's indeed so pink~~~

Originally it looks like...

Then...after the pressie time~ Darling cooked japanese curry spaghetti with miso soup!
ahaha Weird? YEA! Because that was my idea~
So special I think...I like weird combination of food.haha

arhhhh...actually it wasn't a romantic day too.
haha after the meal...slack around again.
Then listen to darling's spidey talk...

Went out at 5pm to collect darling's car at the Nissan service center...
How I just love car showroom because you always get free and tasty cappucino
Then we spent almost an hour at the lounge to take photo! Geez!

Then drove our way to have our dinner at Siglap area...Bedok food center there.
Had pratas and combo platter...costs less than $20! =D
We are going the budget way =) and the food tastes as good!

After dinner...
darling drove me to a "secret pond" somewhere in the middle of Changi industrial park.
it was indeed...very quiet, very secret...hahaha
And you can see loads and loads of stars and planes
An ideal place for make out =P

Reached home at around 10pm.
so...this is how we spent our 1st month anniversary together.
17.07.07

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Monday, 16 July 2007

我的新作品 =D

芒果香草海绵蛋糕！

明天就是我们的第一个月！
说起来还有点不自在。。。
还好像有点讽刺的感觉。。。

以前都是在庆祝几周年
现在得重新开始~~

说老实话，确实是有点累
但是，这毕竟是人生的一段过程吧。。。

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sph又来提醒我关于“七年很Young” 的文章。。
都说过不再继续写了。。。
分手了~~~也不知道应该写些什么
或许应该改一改文章的名字吧

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还有~~~
刚才在friendster看到翔的shoutout
咳~~~我想是我太敏感了吧。。。
我好想告诉他。。。
别再写一些有的没有的，让人误会。。。

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Sunday, 15 July 2007

暑假快结束了！

上个星期也算过得挺充实的。

前几天，尝试做香草口味的海面蛋糕！

哈哈。。。看起来好像是成功了。。。

但是，dear dear说一点太甜。。。

也有一天太硬。。。

哈哈哈哈

okay! I'll try again!

然后，我也在忙碌的为下个星期二的1st month anniversary准备礼物。。

盒子里面的东东。。。

暂时不能reveal =D

快要去准备了！

等会儿，要去看harry potter咯~~~

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Monday, 9 July 2007

和柚子妈妈的对话

我和妈妈到巴刹吃晚餐。。。
好久没有只有我们两个人的晚餐了
我便趁这个机会告诉妈妈我和G的事

妈妈的第一个反应便是瞪大眼睛说：“这么快！！！”

全世界的反应都是一样的。哈哈～～～
难道说，几个月前结束了一段７年的感情
就必须要等到一或两年后才可以开始另一个吗？

那个小子跟我分手不到两个星期就去追别的女人。。
连头都不回咧～～
男人这样子。。。就是等于正常的。是吗？
女人呢～～～就必须要为逝去的爱情默默哀悼

我呸！

当我说７年的感情时，很多人就说。。。
７年算什么？爱情不是时间能衡量的。
那为什么说这句话的人。。。
往往都会说，你不觉得一切都太仓促，太快了吗？

既然我们不能用时间衡量爱情。。。
那我现在开始新的恋情。。。
有问题吗？

妈妈又说：“你还年轻，不需要这么紧张。”
我说：“２２岁了！我可不想在谈一个没有结局的马拉松爱情。。。
如果，这个行不通，我可以立刻换新的。趁年轻。”

妈妈说：“那你要小心睁大眼睛看清楚。”
我说：“怎么看？７年那个还不是这样！男人要变就变的。
可怕的是变的时候完全没有预兆！”

接着，我又说：“一个人的心很难捉摸。有些等到婚后才变。
感情这回事，很多时候，不是我们能掌握或控制得住的。”

反正，开心就好。
很多时候，就别去想会发生的事。。。
因为，我们是没有预测未来的能力。

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Friday, 6 July 2007

我的斧头帮！

我知道本应该办正经事。。。

但是，我太懒散了！！

哈哈哈。。。一开photoshop就做一些无聊的事。

哈哈。。好好~~我等一下就开始design ONS的logo kayy!

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Thursday, 5 July 2007

I was busy socialising...

It feels damn good hahaha..

Met my NUS friend for a shopping spree...
then got her to meet up with my poly friend~~my angie baby =) for lunch...
then went down at 11pm to meet my secondary school friends~~
qi, guan, hui for supper at the prata house...
hehehe~it was also meant to be our business conference =D

Been very broke recently. =(
Bought loads of dresses...
Bought loads of shoes...
Bought PS2 games from guan...

Oh yea...gotta mention this...
Bought a very feminine high heels at orchard today...
For $15~~
I'm skeptical if I can even walk in these heels...

I got my week fully scheduled!! except for friday...haha
Tmr meeting darling for dinner..
Saturday meeting my cousins for KTV...
and then meeting angie for shopping spree...
then sunday meeting darling againz

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Monday, 2 July 2007

which relationship doesn't have a problem?

Didn't see it coming...I suppose.
It's not even a month and I already realise that Gerren and I do have a problem that isn't that easy to be solved.

He comes from an ang-moh speaking family...
and he didn't like speaking in chinese.
He even thinks that chinese "好难听”。=(
I knew that before we are together.

I come from a chinese-hokkien family...
and haha it's not that I'm boasting...but my chinese is good.
and my family doesn't really like chinese who doesn't know or refuses to speak in chinese.
He sort of knew that before we are together.

haha...complicated?
Well, I guess it's still early to think about the involvement of our families...

But then again, I realise he has been trying hard to speak alot of chinese.
and I'm trying very hard to speak totally in english.
We aren't being ourselves.

We both felt the stress when we thought that someday we have to face our families.
Anywayz I saw his mom on saturday too.
Guess his mom heard my name in chinese so she spoke to me in english-chinese..
and I too replied in english-chinese.

Why he knew it yet he wanted to be with me?
He said because his ex was westernized and he realised...
westernized girls aren't to his taste.
Serious? but he himself is westernized. duhz.

How bout me?
Well...I don't know...
I can speak english, but I need time to process. haha.
But I just like him...because I like him.

Do we really need to sort things that clearly?
I don't know...is it because I'm a libran? perhaps.

Gerren starts work today...at the Scarlet Hotel *what's that?* haha
Anyway, I will find a day..to talk about this problem.
Ain't goin to let it drag..
Avoidance is not the best solution too.

But definitely not now, when he is facing changes right now.

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