Torn apart between Libra and Scorpio, I cannot define my personality as well. I seem to be optimistic yet pessimistically emotional. I want to be the best yet might sometimes be too lazy to put in my best. Whatever that is, I guess my blog speaks better than myself.
For the first time!!! This is fucking high hahahaah -------------------------------------------------------------
Congratulations! I am pleased to inform you that you have been placed on the Dean's List for meritorious performance in Semester 2 of the 2006-2007 academic year.
Oh my goodness... Why did I agree to that in the first place! lol...It's G's family day today!...He lured me! See him ke lian then agreed to go Seletar Country Club with him. Told me his mum and aunt will be there, but will be at different place. =_=
Pian wo sia~ in the end his younger sister also going. Your family day, asks me go for wat! WAH LAU. WE ARE JUST FRIENDS! siao liao...
wow...except for wednesday, I've been going out every single day for this week.
I thought I'll be resting the whole day at home today. but surprise surprise...
I was watching pride...I waited the whole week for that haha but in the end... halfway through the show, a friend smsed me: "This time I'm really going to die."
Well, as usual, she quarreled with her boyfriend again. I have to admit that whenever she patched back with her boyfriend she will just disappear in the air. Everytime when she has broken up with her boyfriend, she will come and sms me the same thing.
But no matter how many times, I cannot afford not to reply right...What if...really got one time never reply, then really that one time she go and commit suicide. lol! Then I die lah.
So in the end, in order to console her, I met her up at Northpoint. Talk talk talk...well, seriously, I can't even solve my own relationship problem...who am I to give advice about others' relationships?
After meeting up with this friend, G came to fetch me for dinner. He actually came to get something from his friend in Yishun...so it's just shun bian. We went Tampines mall *againz* ... But this time we ate at Jack's Place 'coz he got the member card~~
Next time, I should ask him go causeway point one...hehe~~~ I want Hui to gimme more discount~~
Then we watched Shrek 3. IT'S A MUST WATCH! I never really stop laughing throughout the show! WAAHAHA 5/5 I must say! Okay it's good that I've saved my money for this instead of Pirates 3 or Men In White. =)
Yea Yea Yea...must plan more programmes to fill up my holiday. =D
他问:“or you want snow white and the seven dwarfs? ” 我说:“then how about Lord of the Rings?”
娃哈哈哈~~ 我每次笑G呆呆的。。。 太好欺负了吧。=D
说了一大堆废话。。。 凌晨两点左右。 G受不了了。。哈哈哈。。他快睡着了。
听到他痛苦的声音。。。哈哈。很好笑! 所以,我就故意撒娇。。。不让他睡觉。 就是不让他睡 =)
他说:“ya...I'm supposed to make you fall asleep...in the end...i can't tahan myself already..去睡咧~~” 我说:“ya...in the end...I'm so awake! Your task is to make me sleep before you!”
I told everyone, including him, that I've moved on. But I still have the channels to know how he has been doing. And with my itchy hands and the urge to know...I always ended up putting myself in depression again.
I'm no longer the lead actress in his life. It's the fact, but I still felt the pain. Should I just get him out of my world totally? Delete all his contacts, his friendster etc.?
I still cry everytime when i wake up in the morning and before I sleep. It's depressing...But I can't show it to anyone anymore. I've moved on right? so I should just keep it to myself. If not all my friends will soon avoid or runaway from me haha... scared of my complaints and whining. sighz.
well, I don't know what to say. I thought he's my close friend. I thought he somehow understands what I've been through. If I'm really such a nuisance...I can only say I'm sorry.
When I've decided I have to move on, I thought my friends would be there to help me along. But I realised everybody has his/her own life.
Nobody actually understands me. Nobody can feel the pain...only myself. Sometimes I can only move on my own. It hurts when the one whom I thought loves me...left me. It hurts when the ones whom I thought would be there to help me...don't understand me.
I was crazy. Cried to my friends. Whined to my friends. Did all sorts of stupid things. I was like a bitch who just couldn't let go of some worthless things. I was mad.
Sorry and I told you my heart is not with you nor any others. I told you not to wait for me already. ------------------------------------------------------------ It's none of my business anymore. Why apologise when you have your freedom and choice. Thought you don't give a damn to anything. Don't worry I move on le. Take care of yourself, I won't be by your side anymore. ------------------------------------------------------------ 唉~~~ 为什么要道歉。 我真的不舍得伤害你。 跟你这么说我的心也很痛。。。好痛。。。 对不起,我真的不想这样。 但是,我必须用这种态度来对你。。。 因为你必须知道什么叫痛,你才会珍惜下一个爱你的人。 我也不知道这么做对不对。