Monday, 23 July 2007
How do I put it?
He says my photos with Xi You Ji Gang abit too intimate
and the photos somehow make him feel a little uncomfortable.
Yah...why do I always have to do the wrong things...
Honestly, I've got too many guy friends.
They have been with me through ups and downs.
Seen and heard me cry.
If not because of the traumatic 3 months that I've been through, I've never
thought I must cherish all these friends of mine, female or male.
On the other hand,
I wanted to tell him...
How I felt neglected when he walked off with a female friend while leaving me
walking behind them.
But I don't feel like saying because...
if I do say that...
aren't I sounding abit trying to balance and judge who's really right and who's really wrong?
it's like so calculative.
I do not deny that I actually felt inferior when I saw how this female friend (whom both me and Gerren first met on Jace's birthday) and Gerren could click, both so ang-moh speaking, so well only at the first meeting.
When I was walking behind with qi and des...I actually thought...
How compatible they both look.
I don't remember I am his girlfriend...seriously.
I wanted to tell Gerren how I feel...
But Jace told me..I have also neglected Gerren that day because I was busy discussing the mahjong session after the birthday bash.
In the end I've decided not to say anything.
I am not as good a gf myself...so who am I to complain anything to Gerren.
Especially when YX would rather look for new girls than coming back to salvage our r/s...
ain't it somehow hints that...
Xueling...you've got a problem.
Suddenly, I thought...
we aren't compatible and I have no confidence in myself as a girlfriend.
Suddenly, I thought...
Gerren should get an ang-moh speaking, quiet and demure kind of girlfriend.
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