What experience I've gained from baking the bread? Not very sure...It's in such a chaos...like hell.

Oh...and halfway while I was baking the bread...I received an unexpected call from yx. He called to ask why I deleted his friendster and blocked him on MSN. I would say...I'm not oblige to give him any explanation, but I did in the end. Told him I didn't want to know too much about his current life. The call was about 2 minutes long. I suppose...I have nothing much to say to him.

31 August 2007
I knew something was happening to my body. I felt the temperature rising. So hot...and then I understood why I felt so tired the whole Thursday afternoon. I got a fever in the middle of the night. I couldn't sleep well. I had to wake up for class at 6am in the morning. I merely slept for 3 hours and went to school. Totally tired and restless. Darling came to fetch me home after school. Yes...Fever...High fever. I thought I would faint halfway walking home.

Went to the doctor in the evening. 38.3 degree the doctor said. Woa...Is that suppose to be like...running a very high fever? I told darling he could have cooked an egg on my forehead.

Poor darling has to take care of me the whole day... I slept alot since I was on medication. What he did while I was sleeping?

Clean my room. =D

1 September 2007
Still having fever. Woke up... did some readings...Slept...Woke up again...and slept.

2 September 2007
Met up with my friends at Ang Mo Kio Big Mac center to rush for a presentation due on Wednesday. Still felt so weak. Darling came to fetch me home again. We had dinner at New York New York. Can somebody tell me if the candy floss is free of charge? Anyway I had baked spaghetti bolognese. But I was still sick...I almost freezed to death in the restaurant...*it was damn cold* and therefore, I couldn't remember the taste of that spaghetti. =(

3 September 2007
Homework, Presentation..And I think...my body is suffering from some maladjustment or whatever terms you call it. I couldn't sleep again! I took my antibiotics, which are supposed to make me feel drowsy...But I just couldn't go to sleep! and my "auntie" came visit me like right in the middle of the night? What's happening to my body???!! I'm having 8 hours class the next day and yet I only managed to get 3 hours sleep...*again?*

That night while I was struggling to make myself fall asleep...YX smsed me in the middle of the night.

YX: "I am sorry"
me: "To me? Why? What's over is over le."

YX: "I know. Sorry to disturb you so late."
me: "All the best. Enjoy your holiday. Take care."

YX: "I wrote blog also."
me: "Okay. Hope you, your family, and your ah ma stay healthy ya. 保重。"

YX: "its xxxxx.blogspot.com. Sunday was having steamboat...suddenly think of you. okay...you go sleep ba."

I didn't reply back. I have nothing much to say to him...as usual.

It's been a very chaotic, restless, unhealthy, strange...week.