Sunday, 20 July 2008
Is it a mating season, or the breaking-up season again? People fall in love, people fall out of love. Everyone is so affected by this intangible thing called "LOVE". Have I been flirting around? I don't know what is the definition.
Why don't you just settle down? I don't see LOVE. Relationship gives me insecurity.
When we like each other, we are such very good friends.
When we broke up, we are total strangers.
It hurts.
I have to admit that I'm not strong enough to go through the whole vicious cycle once again. It's like pulling me out of a pit and dropping me into a deeper shithole.
Yes, flirting sucks too. They were never true to me. They came and talked when they had nothing to do. I am 23 this year, and I do feel that I should settle down.
But I don't think I will see LOVE again. I don't have faith in men. I don't trust them. Not that I've seen many, but the stories I've heard is enough for me to believe that a man will never truly love me through thick and thin, ups and downs.
I am blessed to be loved by my family and friends. But I don't believe in relationship. To somebody out there, this is not called immature. It's like calling someone, who has seen ghost and is afraid of dark, as immature. Crap.
Although deep down in my heart, I do hope that someday someone will come and take me away on his charming white horse. But it's like a wish, that you know it will never come true. Harbour that dream and just move on with my life.
It would be so much better.
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Is it a mating season, or the breaking-up season again? People fall in love, people fall out of love. Everyone is so affected by this intangible thing called "LOVE". Have I been flirting around? I don't know what is the definition.