Saturday, 22 September 2007
I've been finding an answer to this question...for quite some time.
Like what you said...I've got very high expectations, and sometimes you find me very difficult to please..
Am I? maybe...
just that I've never noticed it.
I realised the guys I've met have never had enough time for me.
Study and work has taken up almost all of your time.
Perhaps it's libra characteristic to always think that 1 + 1 must equals to 2.
I expect to receive what I've given.
maybe...maybe...
I always find myself a burden when people have to give up or do something because of me.
Since you have so little time even for yourself...
am I considered a burden?
I've never liked to watch movies with my boyfriends because...
there is already so little time to spend together,
isn't it a waste to spend 2 hours in the cinema, watching movies, and not be able to show a little more intimacy or I would say...even talk?
Is timing the major problem between us?
We met at the wrong timing, it's not the right time perhaps.
Or maybe is because I just have too much time therefore I feel lonely?
Or maybe I should pursue my master and you concentrate on your work and degree...
and we might meet up someday in the future...again?
I know that I should have chosen to speak these to you instead...but how do I open it up.
I've been trying to find an answer to this question...
maybe I'm just selfish...
I know I've never qualified as a good girlfriend.
You've told me I'm not your ideal type of girlfriend, and not many people actually got together with their ideal gf/bf...
I don't know about it.
Perhaps...It's not good to say the three words often. That's why I treasured that only sms.
Where are we heading? What's the future? Is there decelerating...when there's not much accelerating in the first place?
I love you.
Do you need me?
At least...give me a hint.
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| I coloured my life at 15:24
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